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Psycho by LineVenie
Psycho

Made with Derwent Colorsoft pastels and Pentel 0.7 mm ink pen.

The blending is not the best due to the fact that I got the wrong pencils to the paper I use... 

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... or something like that. I don't know if anyone has noticed but I've been gone for a while. Actually over half a year. I'm actually surprised I still have over 200 watchers left - I don't know if it's because they don't care or they left too, but it means a lot people still bother to watch me. 
There's a lot of reasons I left. It started in december when my diabetes started to get really bad due to wrong medicine which left me tired and depressed. When I was somewhat better another thing happened; the relationship between me and my mom got really bad and I slowly started to lose focus in school and it lead to really bad grades and absence among other things. It ended up with me breaking down and the government and school got involved. And then hell broke lose and I lost the sad part of my motivation and productivity that was left. For months I walked around pretending to being happy only to hurry home from school, curling up and crying. I lost most of my friends (again) and I got antisocial and today I suffer from that but it has gotten a little better. However I felt alone all the time and my dad wouldn't help me, he was busy with other things. It got worse and as it wasn't enough the worst possible thing that could ever happen happened. I don't want to say what it was since it's too personal but I feared my mom would throw me out. "Luckily" she didn't. However she got so mad at me and things got even worse. It ended but I suffered from the consequences long after and I still do and I fell even harder. Now, things are still awful, but I think I've realised that I never really was alone, I always had someone I could trust, let that be friends or family and that has helped me. They also sent me to another department at the hospital, one year earlier than I should because the other place fucked up my medicine again and it seems like it's about to be the way it's supposed to be. I've started to feel better, I haven't felt that for many months. I started to sort things out, clean up and throw away what I don't need and what's not good for me, that being friends or stuff or just plain trash. I've realised I don't love my mom. At all, sadly, but I don't and therefor she can't hurt me anymore, I'm content in myself and I've got my beliefs in the future back and I've started to work for what I want to do and actually started to workout and it's great. I just have to hang in a year more and then I'm out. A year seems like a long time with a person you hate but I think I can do it. I won't let her control me anymore. 

A little long explanation but that being said I'm back now and ready to start drawing and being productive again and I have so much planed that I honestly can't wait to show you. This break has made me realise what I want with my life and what I can't do. I can't sit at home doing nothing, I have to get out and explore and create stuff and that's what I'm going to do; create stuff. 

Some of the things I've planed I can tell by now is a series of drawings which, as I used to, are not made from references, but completely comes from my imagination! It's going to be female faces in different positions but not regular faces. I want to make each drawing different to really show the differences in people. There will be 22 drawings in that series and all of them will be in colour.  

In fact I've already uploaded the first one: 

La bella muerte by LineVenie

Inspired by Bella Muerte or the beautiful death.

Other projects are hopefully better photographs since I've spent what feels like a fortune on camera equipment and editing programs but sadly not photoshop. 

And as something really exciting I'm working on a guitar, an old one I got from my aunt whom got it from a trash can. When I got it it was useless; it had scratches all over and all the parts were missing or didn't work. Now I've bought new parts and started to make it like new again. It's hard but I'm trying to make it a one of a kind and I have no idea wether you can play it afterwards or not but time will show. 

Also I have a tumblr now you can follow: linevenieart.tumblr.com

And you can add me on snapchat if you want to or follow me on instragram (the username is the same): linevenie

But yes from now on things will be better. 
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Prayer of The Refugee by Rise Against
  • Reading: Return of The King
  • Watching: Dexter season 8
  • Eating: Watermelon
  • Drinking: Water
... or something like that. I don't know if anyone has noticed but I've been gone for a while. Actually over half a year. I'm actually surprised I still have over 200 watchers left - I don't know if it's because they don't care or they left too, but it means a lot people still bother to watch me. 
There's a lot of reasons I left. It started in december when my diabetes started to get really bad due to wrong medicine which left me tired and depressed. When I was somewhat better another thing happened; the relationship between me and my mom got really bad and I slowly started to lose focus in school and it lead to really bad grades and absence among other things. It ended up with me breaking down and the government and school got involved. And then hell broke lose and I lost the sad part of my motivation and productivity that was left. For months I walked around pretending to being happy only to hurry home from school, curling up and crying. I lost most of my friends (again) and I got antisocial and today I suffer from that but it has gotten a little better. However I felt alone all the time and my dad wouldn't help me, he was busy with other things. It got worse and as it wasn't enough the worst possible thing that could ever happen happened. I don't want to say what it was since it's too personal but I feared my mom would throw me out. "Luckily" she didn't. However she got so mad at me and things got even worse. It ended but I suffered from the consequences long after and I still do and I fell even harder. Now, things are still awful, but I think I've realised that I never really was alone, I always had someone I could trust, let that be friends or family and that has helped me. They also sent me to another department at the hospital, one year earlier than I should because the other place fucked up my medicine again and it seems like it's about to be the way it's supposed to be. I've started to feel better, I haven't felt that for many months. I started to sort things out, clean up and throw away what I don't need and what's not good for me, that being friends or stuff or just plain trash. I've realised I don't love my mom. At all, sadly, but I don't and therefor she can't hurt me anymore, I'm content in myself and I've got my beliefs in the future back and I've started to work for what I want to do and actually started to workout and it's great. I just have to hang in a year more and then I'm out. A year seems like a long time with a person you hate but I think I can do it. I won't let her control me anymore. 

A little long explanation but that being said I'm back now and ready to start drawing and being productive again and I have so much planed that I honestly can't wait to show you. This break has made me realise what I want with my life and what I can't do. I can't sit at home doing nothing, I have to get out and explore and create stuff and that's what I'm going to do; create stuff. 

Some of the things I've planed I can tell by now is a series of drawings which, as I used to, are not made from references, but completely comes from my imagination! It's going to be female faces in different positions but not regular faces. I want to make each drawing different to really show the differences in people. There will be 22 drawings in that series and all of them will be in colour.  

In fact I've already uploaded the first one: 

La bella muerte by LineVenie

Inspired by Bella Muerte or the beautiful death.

Other projects are hopefully better photographs since I've spent what feels like a fortune on camera equipment and editing programs but sadly not photoshop. 

And as something really exciting I'm working on a guitar, an old one I got from my aunt whom got it from a trash can. When I got it it was useless; it had scratches all over and all the parts were missing or didn't work. Now I've bought new parts and started to make it like new again. It's hard but I'm trying to make it a one of a kind and I have no idea wether you can play it afterwards or not but time will show. 

Also I have a tumblr now you can follow: linevenieart.tumblr.com

And you can add me on snapchat if you want to or follow me on instragram (the username is the same): linevenie

But yes from now on things will be better. 
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Prayer of The Refugee by Rise Against
  • Reading: Return of The King
  • Watching: Dexter season 8
  • Eating: Watermelon
  • Drinking: Water

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AhmadTurk Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Professional Filmographer
hey :D :) , thnxx for the watch buddy :)
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LineVenie Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome, your art is amazing :P

Keep up the good work ;)
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AhmadTurk Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Professional Filmographer
:D thank u ^^  im glad u liked 'em :) 
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CrabbyThe2nd Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2014

Happy birthday! :iconcakeplz:

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LineVenie Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much :la:
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